Intelectual or internal.

Making an emotion or feeling real in your head could mean only your ego knows it..  An intellectual knowledge does not mean you feel it or believe it internaly.  You have to make things personal to you so that they affect you in your stomach or heart.   Love, to the ego is possessiveness and addictive clinging that can turn into hate.  Love to your heart is compassion and caring that can not be taken away.  If your emotions and thoughts are personal then they mean something to you.  Not the "Character" because there is no character..  There is only you..